2022-06-26

brin_bellway: forget-me-not flowers (Default)
2022-06-26 10:35 am

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I took a vacation, this past week. A vacation, not from *productivity*, but from *prioritising*.

I did accomplish things, but (apart from my job) I did so by fixing whichever problem happened to be bugging me at any given moment.

It was nice. I didn't have to spend mental energy on juggling which things to do when. It was invigorating, to see a problem and simply *do* something about it rather than have to ignore it and let it keep aching in the back of my mind while I worked on something Objectively More Important. Over the course of the week, I fixed quite a few of the little things that had been aching in me: though the big things remain (and some of the little things), there's a lot to be said for having a smaller *number* of problems.

Also I...think I might have needed less sleep? It could be a coincidence, but I woke up earlier than usual most days, despite going to bed at the same time. Even ovulation was about half its normal length.

I'll see if I can find a way to make time for this more often. Maybe ration out the interminable job hunt to a more sustainable frequency.